Putting up false fronts but you know yourself well. This not what you made of but you disguise yourself well.
Slowly fading away
Waste of potential
A bucket
I still dream of people who aren’t here anymore. To me they still feel alive that’s why I can’t move forward
Keep it under control, silence over everything. Gotta be better than most
Talking out your necklace
Make it a habit of trying to see past your faults and focus on what you have to offer the world. We are so much more than our weaknesses
Tell yourself “your time will come in Gods will” and tbh theres nothing left to worry about. We are all safe
Realization comes at odd times, patience is key at the end of the day
My life used to be all about you, and I think that was easy when we were younger cause i didnt have anything else to worry about. No that we’re older, it’s really tough cause I miss you in a time that I feel I need you the most. I’ve always been the strong one, and I am, but it’s getting hard to remember what to be strong for. I could always fight the outside but I never had to fight the inside the same way and it’s new. Everything is different. I feel like a little kid again. I feel like I was taught to grow up so quick that I never got to enjoy what it was like growing up with you.
But it’s all in the past. Only looking forward now. I just pray you dont resent me because of all things, I think that hurts me the most.
Drawing helps
I dont always want what’s best for me